I have never been more thankful for a new year and a new start.
I remember a friend telling me in 2018 that this was the best she thought I had ever looked, that I looked happy and healthy.
I remember hearing that and thinking what a great actress I was. I started 2018 in a very dark place. I wasn’t being honest with myself, my depression was running my life, and I was doing anything I could to sedate and distract myself from how much pain I was in.
I went through the first half of 2018 just letting life happen to me. I let the days roll by. I didn’t have goals or intentions. I was just existing. And I was so unhappy.